I was in your position last year....extremely nervous to start this hobby....after a bad experience ready to give up.. then Miss Sasha & Mrs. X were incredibly fantastic experiences of a lifetime & encouraged me to keep going! Afterwards, I went on to Anika Myles (over & over!) & Tori. I highly recommend any of these beauties. Check out their ads on L.S., they are all exactly as advertised!!!! I also highly esteem Sadie, she is a bit young for me though, (this is on me- not her! she treated me great.). donnyg